I don’tknow what else to do.
Me and my husband have split up. and we are no longer talking, we don’t live together, and he’s slept with someone else.
I’m devestated. While it came as a shock, the truth is we weren’t happy and hadn’t been for a while, mainly due to my behaviour. I’ve struggled with my mental health for four years, and it got worse, I was a nightmare to be around, depressed or anxious or all over the place.
And while I know I should move on, I can’t. I’m unspeakably in love with him.
I fear he is being told to move on, and he deserved better, none of which I can argue with, because I took him for granted, and my illness made me a nightmare. But as I get better I realise more and more how much I love him.
I ask for prayers for a miracle, a softening of hearts, guidance against temptation, and that the enemy’s voice, through others, is silenced. I pray he has hope and strength to come back to me and work on the marriage.
Heavenly Father,
We lift up fdgfdg and her husband to You in this difficult time. Lord, we ask for Your healing touch on both of their hearts and their relationship. Where there has been pain, betrayal, and miscommunication, we ask for Your restoration. Soften their hearts, guide them away from temptation, and silence the enemy’s voice, Lord, so that they may find a path back to one another if it is Your will. Give fdgfdg the strength to continue on her journey of healing, and fill her with hope and peace as she seeks to rebuild what has been broken. We trust in Your power to work miracles and bring hope where there seems to be none. In Jesus’ name, Amen.
“The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit.” – Psalm 34:18