Mercy on my soul, to break the endless cycle of disappointed relationships

Heavenly Father,
You know every chapter of my life. I was married in 2010, divorced in 2017, and through that heartbreak I never gave up on You. Instead, I drew closer to You, trusting that You were guiding my path. When my ex-wife returned, we reconciled and committed ourselves to intensive couples therapy, seeking healing together with You at the center. Despite our efforts, she left again in 2019 and has since remarried.
Since then, I have found myself caught in a painful cycle of relationships that begin with hope but end in heartbreak. Each time I open my heart, it feels as though I am left wounded once again. Lord, my heart, mind, and soul are weary from the disappointment, the loneliness, and the repeated loss of hope.
I humbly ask for Your mercy and Your healing. Please break this cycle of hurt that has followed me for so long. Guard my heart from despair and restore my faith in the future You have prepared for me.
If it is Your will, I pray that You bring the right woman into my life—a woman who shares my faith, my values, and my desire to build a loving, lifelong marriage. Bless us with the opportunity to create a family together. You know the deep desire of my heart to have biological children, and I place that dream into Your loving hands.
Help me to trust Your timing, even when I cannot understand it. Give me the strength to remain faithful, the wisdom to recognize the person You have chosen for me, and the courage to love again without fear.
Above all, remind me that my hope is found in You. Heal what has been broken, restore what has been lost, and lead me into the life You have planned for me.
In Jesus’ name, Amen.