Pray that my life gets better

Please pray that my health and my life will get better. I have suffered enough, i am disabled and in result honestly I don’t want to know about anything about God. I honestly despise him for making me so ill, why couldn’t he make it someone else? Second, even if He does exist, I don’t want to be in eternity with someone who clearly likes me less. Please pray that I get healed in a miracle, because otherwise I brutally honestly don’t care what my torturer " A loving father in heaven" says

greater is he that is in me, than he that is of the earth.

Heavenly father, please send Jackie3 the miracle that she seeks to understand your strength is equal to theirs.

Amen

I too am not well I keep asking God why none of this stuff ever
goes right but deep in my soul I know I cannot blame God
that no matter what he is with me I pray that you feel his
presence and that you know you are never really alone