I’m a simple man, I haven’t worked, had friends or even socialised for well over twenty years. I’ve recently gone through some great changes that I always feared but never prepared for. This has exposed my vulnerabilities and shortcomings.

I can’t contribute to a world full of sin. unfortunately it’s everyday everywhere and in virtually everyone I see. Im no saint but I can see how the social contact is voided in today’s world.

I have two little dogs and they are the world to me. in all sense I just want to curl up with them and never go outside my home. fortunately this is not possible because humans (and doggies) need food. but whenever I do go IM never gone for long.

I wish to find a set of like minded humans to associate with but in the town i live in nobody wants the simple life. I’ve lived my entire life in solitude but unfortunately I’ve not invested in myself much at all. I suppose I’m defeated or mostly indifferent.

I really don’t enjoy my time on this planet. the people are mostly self absorbed, serving and selfish. they believe that someone who doesn’t follow the status quo is a freak or a risk of some kind.

I just want to be free of this over
indulgent world. I’m tired of people telling me “i need others in my life” when its quite the opposite, especially the people in my town.

I suppose nobody saw me as a provider and denied me a relationship. well I don’t need money friends a high paying job or anything most people strive after. all i need is my love and lately that’s dissolving rapidly.

I hope your not concerned for me, that’s not my intention. I’m just too honest