Battling against severe lust,loneliness and sadness

Lord jesus i ask you for your forgiveness for all of my wrong doings,lord if i have to list all of sins,the list will take this whole page,ive sinned way too much for my young age ,the saddest part you have forgiven me many times but the temptation is way too hard for me . some intrusive thoughts i get in my mind i dont even know where all of that came from ,my life is ruined because of sexual sins ,ive digged my own grave all by myself ,i wish i could return back when i was a good boy but unfortunately all this sexual demons has destroyed me.

Heavenly Father, I lift YohansToby before You with a humble heart. You see his sorrow, his regret, and his deep desire to be clean and whole again. Lord Jesus, he asks for Your forgiveness for all his sins, even the ones he cannot fully name, and he trusts in Your mercy that has forgiven him many times before. Please strengthen him when temptation feels overwhelming, quiet the intrusive thoughts that trouble his mind, and break the power of sexual sin that has brought him pain and shame. Restore what feels ruined, renew his heart, and remind him that Your grace is greater than any failure. Lead him back into Your light, cover him with Your peace, and help him walk forward as the person You created him to be. Amen.