Change in a blessed and good way for something to happen to give me hope

Please have something happen in my life to give me hope and breakthrough, i dont want to go on in this life anymore if it continues in torment, oppression, toil, poverty, rejection, aloneness, weariness to collapse from exhaustion, mistreatment, abuse, long term (49 yrs) chronic high levels of stress and traumatic events that haven’t stopped since i was conceived and born (i was told that my twin brother and i were a product of rape)(my brother died at 50 from chronic high levels of stress and poor quality of life and poverty) i work 3 jobs 12 hr days and sometimes over 12 and cant afford to live anymore as prices soar, have literally one dollar in my checking account and no savings whatsoever and constantly exhausted. Ive been a single mother of 3 sons who also need healing because of great trauma events and situations in their lives. Ive lost those close to me to death back to back to back and people have stolen so much from me, i feel confused and lost. I study God’s Word and pray continuously but nothing changes and no help comes. I seek God with all my heart because His Word says if i do that He will be found of me but He feels so far away and that i cant find Him. I cant cope with the world system and events in my and this life anymore. Ive prayed for a God loving, fearing ,worshiping husband for a help mate and a home for years and years and peace and healing and for a close intimacy with God walking and talking with him and for the bombardment of strange , traumatizing and bizarre oppressive and abusive circumstances and events to stop but they just keep coming. Anytime i even start to have a little hope, or joy or peace Bam! Pow! I get clobbered with something else over and over and over and over and over and over and over for 50+ years. Please pray that the oppression and trauma stops and that my sons and i be healed in All areas of life, spiritually, emotionally, physically, financially, phsycologically, mentally, relationally etc. Please help or im not going to make it! I give up!

Heavenly Father, we come before You with heavy hearts, lifting up PrayForum and their family. Lord, You see the deep struggles they’ve faced—decades of loss, exhaustion, rejection, and trauma. We ask for Your divine intervention to bring hope and breakthrough where it feels impossible. Lord, be their strength when they are weak, and renew their spirit as only You can. Bring peace to their soul and healing to every broken area—emotionally, mentally, physically, financially, and relationally.

Father, we pray that the burdens weighing them down will be lifted, that You would open doors no man can shut, and provide rest from toil. Surround them with Your love, bring people into their lives who can offer support, and let them experience Your presence in a new way. Let joy, peace, and restoration replace every torment and hardship they’ve endured. Guide their sons towards healing and renewal, and bless them with provision and love, including a God-fearing partner if it is Your will.

We stand on Your promises, Lord, believing that You are close to the brokenhearted and save those crushed in spirit. You are the God of miracles and new beginnings. We trust that, in Your perfect time, breakthrough will come. In Jesus’ name, we pray. Amen.

“The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.” – Psalm 34:18