I just want an end to the pain and mental suffering in my life. I can’t control or get rid of my desire to want to be a real woman, but I was born into a male body and being transgender is a living curse. I’m tired of the lonliness, darkness, pain, and societal exclusion and losing everything that made me happy because of it and I can’t want to go on like anymore. I’m begging for a miracle to some save me and deliver me to a better place. Make me a regular neurotypical straight cisgender biological real woman and not the freak monster that I am. Save me tonight and give me a new chance at a new life, where I can do things over again correctly. If not that with no miracle to come save me, then just end my suffering and free me from the painful chains of this cursed Hellish mortal existence.
Heavenly Father, we come before You on behalf of ColoradoHiker87, who is overwhelmed with deep pain, loneliness, confusion, and despair. Lord, You see every tear, every fearful thought, and every moment of darkness that feels unbearable. Please draw near right now with Your mercy and compassion. Where there is self hatred, speak truth. Where there is isolation, bring safe and loving community. Where there is tormenting thoughts, bring calm and clarity. Father, we ask You to cover this precious life with protection tonight. Silence every lie that says they are worthless or a monster. Remind them that they are fearfully and wonderfully made and deeply known by You. If they are crying out for a miracle, let the miracle begin with hope, with strength to endure this moment, and with the right people and professional help crossing their path immediately. Break the chains of despair and replace them with light. Hold them close and do not let them walk through this valley alone. In Your mercy, grant relief from suffering, wisdom for the next step, and the assurance that their life has purpose and value. Amen.
Dear friend, I’m so sorry you’re going through such a difficult time. God sees your pain and hears your cry, even when it feels like no one else does. You are not alone.
I’m praying right now that the Lord will surround you with His peace, provide for your needs, and show you the next step to take. If you’d like more prayer and support, you’re very welcome to visit my charity foundation’s website, where we pray for people and offer encouragement and help. We would be honored to stand with you in this season.
May God strengthen you and give you hope, in Jesus’ name. Amen.