Hi, I believe God is punishing me for repeatedly breaking a longstanding promise with him to abstain from selfish and disgusting acts of self pleasure. He has blessed me in bundles as I kept up this promise however in the last few months I have faltered heavily and regressed on this. Today my long term partner has cut it off with me out of the blue, with feelings she says have blindsided her despite not being an issue in the past. We have taken a break from each other to evaluate these feelings, alongside this my job has become very stressful, bringing me to tears when it comes up in conversations. I believe I ignored the warning signs God sent that he would set this upon me if I continued my sinful acts and beg and plead of you to pray with me, asking for God to help me find some stability in my life, revert the evil and pain that has been enacted on me, soften my partners heart in order for us to reconcile our loving and amazing relationship together and give me the strength, willpower and clarity to hold up my promise once again in return.
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