Over the past several months, I’ve been out of work due to being careless or too aggressive with exercising, and I ended up injuring both arms and shoulders with several surgeries. I believe my one arm will never be as good as it was, and I worry about having to be careful with everything I do and re-injuring it again.
I won’t be able to return to my same job at work because it’s too physical, and the possibility of injury is too high.
Over the past several months, I have gotten much closer to Jesus and my spiritual walk has definitely matured and gotten deeper and stronger, and that I take as a blessing.
Since all this happened though, I’ve been dealing with over worrying anxiety and even depression but again my faith has gotten so much stronger, but I still have very difficult times and days. I’m doing all I can in my power to put all my trust and faith in Jesus.
I’m reading devotionals the Bible and a self-help book every day and I do feel much stronger and closer in my faith and trust going forward, but I still struggle with worry, anxiety and fear at times and I just wish I would be more at peace.
I know I am truly blessed and there are many people that have it so much worse than me and I try to remember that, and I pray for them and for everyone to find peace and love within Jesus.
Thank you for your support and prayers ![]()
John