No more believing and asking. After 18 years of struggling. Asking for 1, particular amount? This supernatural sky daddy is a LIE.
No make-believe entity, real or not… Makes 1 individual wait for anything. This gawd,s will DOES NOT assist in today’s reality. Any logic for this amount of time, for so long? Is a set up to fail.
That’s what i know of this faith crap. Faith with works, FAILS.
It is actually better and more realistic to ask for a cruel death, first. Than to believe in any divine assistance. For so long and nothing.
Done my best. And my best is not good enough. Then this sky daddy enjoys watching us suffer.