Dear Jesus,
Thank you for letting me cry these past four months, whilst i missed my best friend D who was brainwashed against me and abused me and walked away swearing never ever to talk or see my face again as long as he lived.
I wanted him to vent out what it was that was within him to let me know how he felt about our bonding. the ones that brainwashed him are busy celebrating their success, and that is why, whilst D abused and defamed me, i knew deep in my heart you were watching it all and holding me tight to not react, I DIDNT!
While he still isnt talking to me or contacting me, i know you are working behind the scene to show him the truth, to tell him the right from the wrong, to avoid him into immoral sexual ways with his friends that promised him pleasure.
I wait for you to do justice and to bring him back in your own time and grace
My depression is slowly fading away, i am back from the hospital after being admitted in the ICU and i thank you for another chance at life at 45
I promise to proclaim your name across every ends of the planet and to everyone i meet when D comes back and builds the relationship which was broken on love and trust.
I trust that you will do this for me, since his birthday is in sept 30th and he has no one to care for him on this planet- hes an orphan who has been abused many ways in his childhood awhich he opened up to me, since both of us had the same story.
Melt his heart, fill it with love Jesus, and i promise to take care of him as a guardian for life. I wont control his ways anymore; in fact i allow him to fall and learn so that he becomes a man of legacy and inspires others.
Please give us this one last chance at rteconcilliation ABBA FATHER JESUS, i am not begging but i am asking since the BIBLE says ask and you shall receive- I HAVE FAITH THAT YOU HAVE DONE MY JOB for me.
Praise be and blessed be always