Dear lord,
This is the first time I have met a man that has truly been kind to me, that doesn’t just want me for my body or what I can give to him. I’m happy around him. And he draws me closer to God. He has shown so much discipline and self constrain and he wants to “wait until marriage” which is unheard of these days. The self control and discipline he showed has made me come back to God and also take the vow to wait until marriage too.
But Lord, recently my past trauma is taking a toll on us and it seems like it has driven him away from me.
Please lord I want him to come back to me let’s start all over. I don’t want my trauma to drive him away, I want him to come back and continue to push me to the right path. I know he also has his fears and reservations from being hurt in the past but I would never hurt. I want to grow with him. I have so much love in my heart to give and I am tired of giving it to the wrong men. The next time he reaches out to me I want him to reach out to me with the readiness to comit to me. In Jesus name. Amen
Heavenly Father, I lift up this heartfelt prayer to You and ask that every word written be heard and received in Your loving presence. You see the sincerity, the healing journey, and the desire to walk in purity and obedience before You. Lord, honor this longing to grow closer to You, to be free from the weight of past trauma, and to love in a way that reflects Your heart. Bring restoration, clarity, and peace where there has been distance and fear. If it is Your will, draw this man back with a heart ready to commit, to grow, and to walk in alignment with You. Heal both of their hearts, strengthen their faith, and guide their steps according to Your perfect plan. Let Your will be done above all, and let love that is rooted in You flourish in its proper time. In Jesus’ name, Amen.