I feel like this the end. I already did everything I can in any means. I don’t want to lose hope but we can’t do anything anymore. My mom will be in jail because of her case, we will loose everything including our house and my future husband as this problem is not a good image for him and his family will not accept this problem and embarrassment and the money debt we need to pay in other party. My life is really sucks.
But right now as I am typing this, I am just hoping even little hope, as like a grain, to win lottery even I know this is impossible but this is my only hope. But if not, I just do pray that my family and our pets will be okay after this storms that if we must need to put them in adoption, their new family will be nice and kind. And my sibling and father will not face any embarrassment or anything and mom will be safe in jail.
I’m really exhausted.
I really feel like my world is crashing and everything is just guilt and sadness and hopeless.
But I’m still hoping, praying and thanking everyone who prays for me. I really appreciate it all.
I pray that everyone also got their prayers answered as I know that we really needed this right now.