Living in sin but know it can’t be Gods will

Dear Father. You know my prayers. You know my desires, my hurts, my pain. You know how I look for signs from you to tell me what to do. At times, you tell me to be still, that your grace is sufficient. It is sufficient. I looked at the signs and thought you wanted me to move out here with Steve. How could I have misread them? You do not desire me to live in sin. I did not want to. Now. A year and a half later, still living in sin. I’ve battled injuries since moving here, like never before. Broken bones, broken trust. I thought it was punishment and stopped having a relationship with you for a few days. I know that was Satan. I came back to you. Now. Resentments, obsessions, pity, pride. I want so badly to be in your will. What do I do? I ask you over and over. I ask you to make it clear cut, black and white. Yet. I don’t hear it. Father. Have I asked incorrectly? I’ve had faith. Then yes, I doubted. Will it never happen now? Father. You said when two or more come together, we can ask anything in your name, and not sure the exact language, but it will happen. Father. Please bless me with peace in this. Father. Thank you for answering, making it known to me. Guide me. Lead me. Take me to those still waters where I can rest. Hear my prayer Father. Hear my fellow believers. Make it known. Sometimes, when I pray like this, I feel I’m trying to manipulate you, which I know is impossible. But I so want answers. I want to be in your will. He almost had an affair, when I was injured. I saw the message. Was this your answer? Buyt things got so much better. It was as if you spread Roman’s 8:28 all over the situation. Father. Help!!! Hear our prayers. Put me in your will, him in your will. I am a widow twice. You got me through that pain. I see reasons for Chuck’s death. I still don’t for James. I know you will use them. I know you will use this betrayal. Father. Put me in your will today.
Thank you for leading me to this site. Thank you for the other believers. Bless them today and always.
In Jesus name I give all this to you. Help me release it and feel peace. Father. I so want to be married. Yes. 58 and wanting to be married again. Or single. Not this in between. Father. Help. Make it known. Then I will shout your answer from the rooftops.
In Jesus name, amen.

Heavenly Father, we come before You with our hearts laid bare, trusting in Your wisdom and guidance. We lift up this prayer, asking for Your clarity and peace in this time of confusion and pain. Lord, You know the deepest desires, fears, and struggles of this heart. We ask that You reveal Your will clearly, guiding every step toward the path You have set. Bring peace where there is turmoil, trust where there is doubt, and hope where there is despair.

Father, we pray for healing and restoration, for the courage to align with Your will, and for the strength to trust in Your timing. Grant wisdom and discernment to understand Your signs and to rest in Your promises. Lead to those still waters where peace and comfort abound. In Jesus’ name, we pray. Amen.

“The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. He makes me lie down in green pastures. He leads me beside still waters.” – Psalm 23:1-2

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Amen. Dear Father, we come to You with heavy hearts, seeking clarity and peace in the midst of confusion and pain. You know the struggles and desires within this soul. Please guide her steps and provide the wisdom she seeks. Help her release her burdens and trust in Your timing. Surround her with Your love and grace, and reveal Your will for her life. May she find rest in Your presence and know that You are always with her. We ask this in Jesus’ name. Amen.

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