My job decisions

I was in despair deciding whether stay in the city where I have worked in or leave for home. I have had a very challenging and hard time spiritually in this city(church hurt and fell in cult and other hurt) and Ive been hesitant about staying or move back home for a about a year. I have not worked this year. My relationship with the church is bad because some teaching and some past hurt. Then I got this job which is very close to my rental apartment. I felt relieved in a sense but later I became very unsure if it is from God and if it is wise to go for this job. I know ive been very weak and please forgive me. Please intervene if it is not good for me spiritually(the business is producing gaming character related gifts and crafts, which I play on the side when I felt very down and lonely, but I really don’t approve some of the characters and I feel if I had better support system I won’t play a lot of games. ) I’m very weak. Please pray to God to forgive me and guide me on path of peace.

Dear Lord
Please provide you amazing strength to April. Walk with her in her decision on moving home or staying where she is. Provide your light to the path you want her to take.
Amen