Myself finance and miracles

God just doesnt exist in my life i have prayed 20 times over and all i get is bad luck daily and weekly bad things happen and nothing i sever prayed for… im giving up on praying i will live life without god and jesus knowing nothing ever gets answered. There is just no hope left im done. i WILL keep going in life without no prayers answered. Something bad really happened that i prayed for to be good but it didnt. Amen.