Please Heal my Heart

God, Im struggling to forgive Family members and many people in the Mormon Church for the way I’ve been treated. I have Severe PTSD and I keep getting victimized, even by the Property management I rent from. I am NEVER late on rent, keep my place spotless even though it was a dump and they don’t fix anything I have no where else to go, its all I can afford and they forced me into signing another lease until June. I’m depressed, I have NO friends or family I can talk too because Im not Mormon anymore, I just want to have Peace and someone I can trust, the more I pray to you God the worst things get.