I first want to say Thank you GOD. He had been so good to my family and my self & continues to always. A few days prior I submitted a prayer request for complete healing of my body as an devastating, horrible diagnosis was told, not believing but listening to earthly docs out of respect for them, to me. I was alone when I get the life changing news. My hubby was not there as he was with our child. Plus who goes into a follow-up from a simple test abo do you want theut mild pain to doc say ok do you want the good or bad news first. So that day was the beginning of the unknown withwhich some ol days, some bad days, questionable moments , crying/confused/ angry times that I’m not proud of but gave myself grace (I’m human ) and asked GOD for forgiveness & mercy. Along with strength to handle what the docs say regardless of test I do NOT ACCEPT the diagnosis. I could go into an essay of my last +2 but I chose not to. I shift my focus on being grateful, kind to others, reaching out to family & friends, focus on being grateful & positive even during the difficult, unbearable moments I continue to have talks with God. He doesn’t judge and for that I’m grateful. On this request, I’m asking prayer for forgiveness as I’ve questioned GOD why this happened to me?? I’m not perfect but I try best to be a good person.
Oh it’s taking 1 a hite to write this & I must be doing something right. The devil is mad. I’ve dropped my phone twice & need to eat rest& talk to GOD
He can an keep being mad bc I’m one of God’s children and have an my armor on. I’m good. No I’m GODS and z I’m great.
I’m going to stop right here for now & continue if I feel I have more on my heart to continue with my testimony.
Until next time.God is Amazing 
