I have been through a lot over the years trying to get over this attack which led to PTSD even when I sought out to learn and I started a cleaning company, However it did not work out so now I am job less and it’s like the zeal and excitement for life is gone from me. It’s hard for me to enjoy people because it feels like everyone is trying to harm me. And this makes it difficult to do the work of spreading the gospel and this is what I know that I am suppose to do. It’s like sometimes it’s hard for me to get started and I would like this community to pray with me, that God just light up my life with His glory. I suffered ritual abuse and I kept the faith by the grace of God. And I’m tru