Strength request

Dear Lord, I feel very lost and extremely lonely. I’m exhausted and disappointed at myself. I know that I’m a disappointment to the closest people around me and I struggle to navigate through this maze which I created for myself. Good Lord, I know you love me and you are always there for all your Children, but I struggle to feel your presence. I beg you, my Heavenly Father, I beg you please.. Lift me up and guide me one more time. My Dearest Father, please give me strength to get through this very difficult time. Please, Father, show me the way. Amen.