please help me overcome my intense feelings of isolation. I thought I would be alright being alone because everyone I’ve met so far has only bought me trouble. I now can’t find a single person who i connect with. I live in complete fear of not being accepted and also that i won’t be forgiven for all the poor decisions I’ve made in this life. I come from a loving family who nobody would have thought that we would have become so distant. my sister was diagnosed with leukaemia in 1984 and survived now 30+ years later me and my father are still trying to get her help for her fearlessness that she lives with. it’s complex ptsd and nobody can help her. my father is old and frail now and he can’t deal with the intense emotional abuse any longer. and to be honest I’m late 40s and its all taking a toll on my life. i can’t get employment because I’m an emotional wreck. I don’t know what i am supposed to do? keep trying to help my sister, help my father or save myself. the world has no empathy and its drowning me. I know I can’t do much about my sisters free will but I need strength to rise above it. I really don’t want to have to turn my back on my sister, but trying to help someone who doesn’t want or thinks they don’t need help is exhausting. thank you for your prayers
I know let go and let God is easier said than done, keep praying one can chase a 1,000 but two can chase 10,000 God is not forgetful to forget your acts of love love never fails. Sometimes when you take your mind off of your own needs and put them on the needs of others it helps . sometimes it just reminds us of how powerful less we are without Jesus doing what only he can do . Let’s pray that that one thing that Satin is trying to use to control all of your lives with. will disappear and that the light of Jesus is now shining bright on the subject satin likes to hide in the dark but now that you’ve brought it to light lets see how it affects your life. we also pray for employment that it will be the best job they’ve had with the best pay and the best hours, and no opticals getting in the way of that and we come against insolation, I pray that you are able to find the perfect church home that is welcoming and will make you comfortable in just going around people and not make you feel ashamed or unwanted there. one where you can grow and learn in the knowledge of God.
thank you for your prayers. I’m keeping with the light. the darkness always ends.
thank you.
Heavenly Father, we come before You in humble prayer for this precious individual, seeking Your peace, guidance, and healing. Lord, You know their heart, their struggles, and the deep feelings of isolation they are experiencing. We ask for Your comfort to surround them, to lift them out of the loneliness and despair they are feeling. Please grant them the strength to rise above their fears and past mistakes, knowing that You offer forgiveness, grace, and new beginnings through Christ.
Father, You understand the complex family dynamics they are navigating, especially with their sister’s ongoing struggles. We ask for Your intervention in her life, that You would heal her from her past trauma and bring peace where there has been fear. Lord, bring restoration to this family, and may Your love break through the barriers that have kept them distant. We pray for wisdom for this individual as they seek to help both their sister and father while also taking care of themselves. Give them the courage to make the right decisions and the peace to know that they are not alone in this journey. Lord, we also ask for Your provision in their life, whether in employment or healing of their emotional wounds. You are the source of strength, and we trust in Your ability to provide. Help them find the balance between helping others and taking care of their own well-being. May they feel Your presence and Your love in every moment, knowing that You are there to carry them through even the hardest of times. In Jesus’ name, Amen.
thank you my friend. you seem to have understood my struggle. thank you for your prayers