dear father, please find it for me to find strength and direction in my current situation. I don’t have much lord, I don’t want much, at all in fact. I’m missing my late mother and the emotional support that she bought me. her wisdom is worth the weight of the earth to me and anyone who listened. I’m struggling here god, I really am. Because I don’t want what everyone wants I’ve been ostracised by everyone except my late mother and my elderly father. I tried to want these things everyone thrives for but its just not me. I don’t want anything more than what’s required to survive. I’m middle aged now god, I’m closer to you than anything else of this earth. the only company I’ve had for over 12 years is my parents and my mothers dogs. I’ve really messed my life up God and this is my mistake, but I’m trying harder to be grateful for the life I’ve given. I’ve disappointed you and I’m forever sorry for this. nobody likes a human without ambitions hopes or dreams. these things are just not for me. everything here stays here god. all i need is strength to overcome the isolation and i pray that you can give me this. the financial insecurity obviously comes from my desire to live in a town that is chock full of materialistic humans. in fact most of the earth is full of these types. i pray that you give me strength to hold my own. I’ve even given up the idea that an angel would come and sweep me off my feet and give me a reason to stay. I only like to stay for as long as my father and mums two dogs need me. I was always bought up to help the less fortunate, strangest thing is when nobody reciprocates this in my time of need. any way god , I just hope I can continue to do the right thing for my late and elderly parents. mum i love you, I’ll see you in paradise xx00x0
you poor dear thing i am close to being in the same boat
i have a dog too i have not idea what i would do without
those eyes looking at me all day long i saw on tv that miracles
have happened if enough people pray for you i am praying
that god sends you a sign that you are not as worthless
as you think you are and that you find the peace of god in
your sould
Lord Jesus Christ, the great I am will come before your throne on behalf of I was wrong. Only you can calm the storm and give the proper guidance and wisdom and understanding. May they finish the race laid out before them being obedient to you and your ways always. Soli Deo Gloria
Lord I lift Iwaswrong and ask that you bless him or her with peace. Let him or her know they are loved by you and fearfully and wonderfully made. Lord I thank you for the heart you gave him or her for their parents. Thank you for your commandment with a promise, “Honor your father and your mother, so that you may live long in the land the Lord your God is giving you.”Exodus 20:12. Please help Iwaswrong see all they have done right. Help them remember that you gave your Son so that when you look at us, you see us through the lens of Jesus. Remind Iwaswrong of your redemptive power. Lord I pray you give Iwaswrong the desire to venture out, I pray you bless him/her with Godly friends. Remind Iwaswrong that you made us to be in community with others not in isolation, in Jesus name I oray, amen!
well today i was tempted with riches and risks. and i stayed true. for i shall not want, i beat the temptation and feel that every time i go out the “of the earth” really is just that!.
thank you everyone for your prayers im sure IM just impatient, this too shall pass my mum used to tell me. she was seldom wrong.
anyway i choose the path of rightness not the path of riches. they have us fooled with this money rubbish. I’m just going to have to find happiness in wisdom and faith.
again thank you so much, its winter down here, i hope spring brings a new perspective.